These are words that bubbled up after sitting with a beautiful group of Change Coaches in the meditative stillness of simple awareness. We were sitting with our collective attention focused upon what was available in that moment that was NOT narrative thought. How can words (which are made of thought) possibly point to what is more primary than thought...? Not sure they can, so please don't read this in an attempt to "understand" it. Just feel into it...
The greatest mystery…
A spaceless space more primary than primacy itself.
The hereness that is before and beyond the deepest paradox that rings like Truth but could not be.
Or could it?
The empty fullness that cannot be sought, lost, or found because it never has been and never could be separate, but FEELS separate… until it doesn’t.
And then feels separate... until it doesn't.
Fresh, roiling uncertainty that is certain to never arrive, because it cannot move or be moved.
It never came.
It never left...
Contract/Expand.
Hide/Seek.
Patterned movement of aliveness superimposed upon the stillest stillness.
Illumination of being, AS being.
The greatest mystery that could never always be known.